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divinitas

The refinement: divinitas


Cautiously entering into solitude once again. This time is short, precious - When awake I write and detail with the keys beneath my fingers what the longing is within me. It's been a while. I dream of who I am to meet  - who I will one day be. There are utterings of pursuit, there are moments of flutters, but without that satisfying contentment of who I desire. I am challenged to be glamourous in all ways, gracious with an heir of sophistication in this divine conspiracy. A Sofia Loren. To marry pearls with rubies, wake before the dawn and write the longings of my soul, My prayer for authenticity is matched with an equally deep longing to be more like Him. He is the authentic me. I need Him. 


{  He  is  a  lover.  Looking  for  a  lover. With  one  pulse  of  His  heart  I  am  in  love.  }


There is nothing like His love, there is nothing so sweet, ethereal and divine as He. I desire Him with a thirsty, unquenched core. I will not relent until I know Him more. He is my need. 


I imagine that my love for Him could break the correlation with another, it is so strong I know nothing as beautiful. There is a bond deeper than I know now, but of that bond does it compare to Him? ...

because I love it.

Be Glamorous

{ I have this wonderful T Shirt with a vintage print that reads 'Be Glamorous' I just love the idea of this phrase... It's got me to thinking recently.

There is something so special about a woman who is confident in her own skin. Something precious about a woman, although stunningly beautiful - can reach her hand to the needy. I am not talking about a false confidence, those girls who walk about with their model hair, clothing and who don't dare befriend someone ugly (although everyone is uniquely beautiful). You know the type I mean, so lacking in confidence that they make everyone else feel less than human. No, I am talking about the refreshing beauties who care firstly with beautifying their souls. They are attractive, fascinating, glamorous beings who nurture and care for others above themselves. This is the most costly beauty there is. If you meet them, something inside you longs to have what they have inside. There is that sense that this is what it means to truly be beautiful. Those classic beautiful souls that give the word 'Glamour' its nourishment. }

HOME

Been thinking a lot about home. It might be that my two worlds have collided there at present. Or maybe it's because I know I am going home soon. I am dedicating this blog to my favourite Irish things:

1. Red Bricks

2. Clements dates

3. Percy Pigs

4. Shopping

5. M&S

6. Perfume that doesn't cost the earth

7. Blue skies

8. Waking up to fresh rainy days

9. Accents from up the road

10. Words/phrases like 'Ach' 'I' 'Craic' 'deuewknowwhadamean like?'

11. Walks at night

12. 'Localisms'

13. Guinness

14. Bread

15. Milk

16. M&S chocolate marshmallows

17. Viennese biscuits

18. Cadbury's

19. Galaxy

20. Topshop/Zara/Mango/Vera Moda/PerUna

delighted I get to experience these again. { Love my home }

what do you want??!!!

Been contemplating so much for the future. Actually, I would love to imagine it's been 'so' much, it's actually only been the small decisions that refer to the future 'bigger' picture. Asking myself what do I actually want my life to look like. Found this lovely quote recently, "Follow your dreams, they know the way" and that ever so valid scripture that reads "A man plans his ways, but the Lord directs his path" ... I need to plan, need to expect, need to dream, need to prescribe my future.

What's more funny is that I truly believe in my dreams, I know they will happen - this makes me lazy at times. I am considering what it will take to be diligent. relentless. persistent. I like these words.